Tuesday, August 23, 2011

two pieces of a puzzle

that just don't fucking fit.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

is pretending she's a bird. flap, flap, flap.

I am

a victim to my own mind.

this is my favourite thing ever.

"You're beautiful. I love you more than most things.
I love you more than everything I can think of right now.
I'm exploding for your return."

7 months ago.

"Hoje vai ser o mais dificil dia da minha vida..como eu vou dizer adeus... esse eh minha vida... ♥ eu amo Brasil... nunca vou esquecer nada. Obrigada pra tudo mundo."





Bombs.

So, there's this bomb I've been building for a while. But! Seeing as I'm not a very good bomb builder, sometimes I do the wrong thing, and just recently, I pressed the wrong button on accident and the bomb exploded everywhere...
I tried to pick up the pieces, rushing, trying to put it back together, not doing a very good job obviously, nor doing it the right way, I was just scared, I needed to put it back together as fast as I could.
While still working on that first bomb, there was another one, sitting off to the side, but it was a timed bomb, and I could always hear it ticking, I always knew it was there, but tried to ignore that sound. One day it started ticking faster and I knew it was going to explode. I didn't even try to stop it. Now I know I should have, but the point is that I didn't. And it exploded, right in my face. It hurt.
There was a huge mess. Now all I want to do is rebuild that first bomb, rebuild it and not get the pieces mixed up, rebuild it and make it stronger, rebuild it with time and care.
There's a whole field of land mines ahead. I didn't build them, no one did, or at least they didn't intend to. They are just there, and they always will be. When you step on them they explode, you can try to dodge them though, not necessarily every one of them, because that's impossible, you can never avoid all of them. But you can try, and that's all anyone can do, just try.
'Lucky we have a tank' to go through that mine field.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Plans.

why do you always fail -.-

Friday, August 5, 2011

I'm like a can of soda.

Shake me up and I'll get fizzy, I'll only explode if you open me.
If you leave me, the fizz will settle on it's own.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Sunday, May 22, 2011

I wonder.

if anyone reads this anymore.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Maybe it's the distance,

though it's far too late for travel sickness.

Lend me your heart,

and I'll kiss it softy, 'til it's well enough, to give back to you.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Day 29.

A picture of yourself. 
Again... really? Well.. here's me being a piglet.

Day 28.

A picture of what you wore today. 
sneakers and headbands to the club? Hell yes we did.

Day 27.

A picture of you more than 10 years ago.
You know what.. I don't have one. Sorrrrry!

Day 26.

A picture that makes you angry.

..now why would I do that.

Day 25.

A picture that you edited. 

Day 24.

A picture of what you did today..
Well this could be anything... so I'll post a pic of what I did most days.

Hung out with this babe. <3

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Day 23.

A picture that describes your life.
Not even going to attempt. That's ridiculous.

Day 22.

A picture of yourself. 

Day 21.

A picture that makes you think of your loved one.
Jeeez, this is hard..

Day 20.

A picture of where you want to honeymoon.

What the.... I don't know :|

Day 19.

A picture of your favourite instrument. (another one.)

FINALLYYYY

It's working :)

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Day 18.

A picture of your room.

Bia's and mine. <3

Day 17.

A picture of your mp3 player.

Day 16.

A picture of your dream cell phone.

I don't have dreams about cell phones.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Day 15.

A picture of yourself.

This was on new years eve.

Day 14.

A picture of your favourite teacher.
I don't have one yet... but I'm working on it.
Maths teacher!

Day 13.

A picture of your friends.
<3

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Day 12.

A picture of your favourite food.

Day 11.

A picture of your favourite drink.
Caipirinha de morango! <3

Day 10.

A photo of what you like to do.
Hang out on my roof with the best people in the world.

Day 09.

A picture of what you had for lunch.
mmmm batata! Amazon!

Day 08.

A picture of yourself.

I miss you Emma.

Day 07.

A picture that makes you want to cry.

It's 11pm.

I miss you.

Day 06.

A picture that inspires you.
Such an amazing place.

Day 05.

Okay. So that was my morning in Australia. I figure since this is my Brazil blog, I will use pictures from Brazil.
That morning, that day. Bali Hai. September 5th.
What a significantly life changing day.

Day 05.

A picture of your morning.
This wasn't my morning.. but this is who was in it :)

I'm going to continue the day thing.

Until it's finished.

I have.

A new blog.
See if you can find it. ;)

sometime I wonder..

if anyone goes on this any more.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Day 04.

-A picture of where you went today-

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

NORTH EAST! (pictures)

BRASILIA
LENCOIS

MACEIO
NATAL
that's a bin... :s
but really it's a giant coco agua.

FORTALEZA
city football team on Pepsi...
DUNE BUGGIES!

RECIFE
SALVADOR
MJ's Dad!??!
meow.





Guess who's back?

Back again?
Luci's back.
Tell a friend.

Monday, January 10, 2011

Bali Hai

was intense.

Ever been stuck in traffic?

LIAR! You haven’t been stuck in traffic until you've been in Brasil. Try almost EIGHT hours to get to your destination that should be a more or less THREE hour drive -.-

So I’m in Penha. A city which is riiight next to Picarras, where they hold Bali Hai.. huge beach party, which I shall attend on the 8th. You’re invited. Currently waiting for Emma to come back from her sailing boat :’( That’s what you get for not having reception and losing your phone… this is probably THE worst time to have lost my phone >_<

Ever gotten your car stuck in the sand at the beach when the tide’s coming in and flowing over the wheels letting you sink in further and further?

No, neither have I. BUT, definitely saw it to someone else and attempted to help them out of it.. pushing, pulling, digging out sand.. all that junk. Waiting for miracles .. that worked, until the rope broke, then we waited until some other guy came along with a big ute and a stronger tape rope, what a winner. There would have been like 7 people pushing the car and the ute pulling it out at the same time… the wheels were almost completely sunk into the sand, it was pretty intense – but funny. There’s the lesson for the day kids, don’t drive on the beach, or at least not near the water ;)

ask me for further... things :)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Laguna.

Got back from North East, spent some cherished time with my newbies and close friends, then headed off to Laguna beach with my host family for Christmas and new years :) Oh yeah.. host family/friends made me a little surprise party when I got back from NE, it was cute. I got thrown in the pool with all my clothes on... thennn, I managed to get almost everyone else in as well :D (photos will not be issued right now as I´m not on my computer and some other jazz.)
Anywho, Laguna´s been pretty good.. just chillin out all day, every day.. Christmas was.. different.. It´s not as much of a big deal as it is in Aus. I wouldn´t have even thought it was a big deal there anyway.. but having the experience here makes it all different. brb going out. will update laterzzz